There is this guy… Him and I became Internet friends about 4 years ago. =]
Him and I never really talked about things that we would discuss with our best friends or family members.
But, we did talk about things we would NEVER tell our best friends or family members. — So, it was a different kind of friendship for me. About a 1 1/2 to 2 years after him and I became friends, we really SEEMED to like each other. One problem: he’s in Australia and I’m in the USA.

We still kind of flirted a bit and tossed around the “ILY” as using the “L” to mean anything other than LOVE, as a joke. But I did like him, a lot. The more we talked, the stronger my feelings got. You know I must’ve really started to like him since he is not the best looking guy in the world. Haha.

Anyway, LONG STORY SHORT: about 5 months ago (not telling the whole story)… He kept asking me if I was okay and stuff. Which, I was, but didn’t want to tell him what was really wrong. So, he said, I didn’t seem talkative and thought I was bored with him. But he was the one who didn’t seem talkative, I wasn’t bored with him though… Anyway… We haven’t talked for 5 months. I gave him space. I tried to talk to him, he isn’t responding to my messages. But he views them and he updates his Facebook. I guess if he didn’t want to be my friend anymore he would’ve deleted me already. Right?

If he didn’t really like me and if he doesn’t like me now… He should just go ahead and delete me. Because I actually did fall for him… Even if he is an Internet friend…. I’d rather know our friendship is randomly over than to wait hopelessly for a reply wondering if I had done something wrong. But I’m just too nice to delete him myself. I don’t want to delete him. I try to keep telling myself that he is just busy… Because it’s going to be Summer soon in Australia.

Anybody have any kind of advice?

So. ^^
I got to chat with my Internet friend of about 1 year and 1/2. I still think he is very cute. Unfortunately he is just an internet friend. But what do you expect when I’m from the USA and he is from South Korea.

Lately we’ve not been able to chat. However, nearly everytime we do chat, I get butterflies or I will feel happier than most times. It’s a little weird though, because I’ve never met him in person.

Sometimes I have a fear that he isn’t even a legitimate person. Hehe. But most of the time I feel like there is nothing to worry about and hope that him and I could meet some day.

I try my best though to keep any kinds of feelings from developing. Sometimes I just can’t help it. That’s with most guys. Just like my unfortunate issue of flirting subconsciously, even with guys I’m not attracted to.

Anyways….. I will not mention this on my status updates. People will care for this the same way they care about my posts for YOOCHUN…. They don’t give a crud! Hehe. Just like if say I were to be falling for Harry Styles, people just won’t give a crud. But some might, I’m 4 years older than him. But whatever, his ex was like 15 years older than him. Haha.

I thought that Telisha “Telisu” Shaw’s image looked familiar…. But where did Lohan get her inspiration?

UPDATE: Oooohhhhh. Well then…… Forgive me for not knowing that Miss Telisha Shaw was being inspired by Brigitte Bardot!!

Stranger: i am from usa
You: That is nice.
Stranger: you?
You: I pretend like I’m from South Korea.
Stranger: really?
You: Not really. But it would be nice.
Stranger: can i speak with you
You: Not vocally. But, technically we are already speaking.
Stranger: you are a korea?
You: No.
You: I’m actually American.
Stranger: where are you from
You: Well, if I’m American… One would assume… The USA.
Stranger: sorry

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