There is this guy… Him and I became Internet friends about 4 years ago. =]
Him and I never really talked about things that we would discuss with our best friends or family members.
But, we did talk about things we would NEVER tell our best friends or family members. — So, it was a different kind of friendship for me. About a 1 1/2 to 2 years after him and I became friends, we really SEEMED to like each other. One problem: he’s in Australia and I’m in the USA.
We still kind of flirted a bit and tossed around the “ILY” as using the “L” to mean anything other than LOVE, as a joke. But I did like him, a lot. The more we talked, the stronger my feelings got. You know I must’ve really started to like him since he is not the best looking guy in the world. Haha.
Anyway, LONG STORY SHORT: about 5 months ago (not telling the whole story)… He kept asking me if I was okay and stuff. Which, I was, but didn’t want to tell him what was really wrong. So, he said, I didn’t seem talkative and thought I was bored with him. But he was the one who didn’t seem talkative, I wasn’t bored with him though… Anyway… We haven’t talked for 5 months. I gave him space. I tried to talk to him, he isn’t responding to my messages. But he views them and he updates his Facebook. I guess if he didn’t want to be my friend anymore he would’ve deleted me already. Right?
If he didn’t really like me and if he doesn’t like me now… He should just go ahead and delete me. Because I actually did fall for him… Even if he is an Internet friend…. I’d rather know our friendship is randomly over than to wait hopelessly for a reply wondering if I had done something wrong. But I’m just too nice to delete him myself. I don’t want to delete him. I try to keep telling myself that he is just busy… Because it’s going to be Summer soon in Australia.
Anybody have any kind of advice?