I got to chat with my Internet friend of about 1 year and 1/2. I still think he is very cute. Unfortunately he is just an internet friend. But what do you expect when I’m from the USA and he is from South Korea.
Lately we’ve not been able to chat. However, nearly everytime we do chat, I get butterflies or I will feel happier than most times. It’s a little weird though, because I’ve never met him in person.
Sometimes I have a fear that he isn’t even a legitimate person. Hehe. But most of the time I feel like there is nothing to worry about and hope that him and I could meet some day.
I try my best though to keep any kinds of feelings from developing. Sometimes I just can’t help it. That’s with most guys. Just like my unfortunate issue of flirting subconsciously, even with guys I’m not attracted to.
Anyways….. I will not mention this on my status updates. People will care for this the same way they care about my posts for YOOCHUN…. They don’t give a crud! Hehe. Just like if say I were to be falling for Harry Styles, people just won’t give a crud. But some might, I’m 4 years older than him. But whatever, his ex was like 15 years older than him. Haha.